Dear Self,
Do you
really have to hurt yourself?
Do you
really have to torture your self?
….by excessively
thinking of him?
….by
looking at his picture?
….by
longing for his touch?
Dear Self,
Do you
really have to hurt yourself?
Do you
really have to torture yourself?
….by
dreaming [too much] of him?
….by
imagining he’s walking with you?
….by
ideating that you are holding his hand ?
Dear Self,
Do you
really have to hurt yourself?
Do you
really have to torture yourself?
….by
doing anything just to see him?
….by
envisioning he is just everywhere though he’s actually not?
….by
trying to chase him when you saw him from a far?
Dear Self,
Do you
really have to hurt yourself?
Do you
really have to torture yourself?
….just
to ease the pain?
….just
to forget him?
….just
to finally accept that you two can never be together?
Dearest you,
Do you
really have to hurt me?
Do you
really have to torture me?
