When the New
Year comes around it seems like the perfect time for self improvement . Even
though I’ve always failed my New Year’s resolutions, every year I promise
myself that this time will be different. I’ve tried everything like being a bookish
person (as if), starting my homework or project earlier, giving up internet
sites (like Facebook, Wattpad, Animecrazy, Mangareader, etc.). I’ve tried given
up everything just to focus in my studies, and not other stuff like that. But
why do I even bother? I don’t feel that bad when I break my resolutions but
sometimes I wish I could do better.
Determined
to be a better student. I promised to do my homework before Sunday night. I
also tried doing my homework during lunch the day it was assigned or as soon as
I got home on Fridays. But I realized doing my homework at lunch wasn’t a great
idea because I always got distracted by all the fun I thought I was missing. I
ended up with my book open but talking to my friends. Then I always watched
anime on Friday nights and not doing my homework. After that I’m getting up
late on Saturday morning. I tried to read my notes, but I ended up reaching the
same line over and over. I was bored and felt like I had something better to
do. In my homework after I answered one question, I would check my phone and
send a text message (You know? Group MESSage) this made homework take much
longer and I eventually got bored and stopped. Oh life it sucks -.- >.<
I always
passed my requirements in school late. Why do I always enjoy doing my projects
in rush hour? Or even passing it a day
after the deadline. All I can say is “Sorry
I love to sleep, eat and watch Anime”.
Encouraging
yourself to study is really had. Especially when you are not in the mood , you
like to do whatever you want, lazy and also hardheaded person. Although I’ve
failed every resolution, I decided to
try and try and try again by doing or making things better. No pain, no gain.
Life without problems is boring. Let’s start something new. I think by this
time I’m doing well but I’m not sure how long it will last.
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